I had  been feeling mentally and emotionally stuck for weeks. because I want to give my (paying) job my all.  I was assigned a really important and lengthy project and I’m esctatic!  On the same note, I feel a little sad because I want to be coding as much as I can on my free time, and sometimes I’ll get home and I’m simply too fried.  Too fried to learn do my tutorials and too fried to work on the website for Citeshare.

I’ve been really excited about it and hate the fact I can’t give it my all.  The break taught me that I need to give my job my all during my hours, and even work through lunch.  I also decided I needed a break from BOTH work and code.  I have been neglecting my health and have fallen back to eating unhealthy.  My health is above EVERYTHING because if I’m not at my best, I can’t provide my best.  I started a bootcamp this week. I’ve been so sore that once I sit at my desk at work, I can’t do anything but focus on work and try to ignore the pain.

Once I’ve gotten home, I NEED to lay down and rest and have been able to sit for 30-45 minutes and read up on coding, read blogs, go on twitter or work on the site.  Mentally, I am feeling better.

I want to write so much more, but I need to get to bed.